Funnest of funs
I am in love.........with surfing. I went for the first time this weekend and it was AWESOME. I want to go every day. I had a BLAST this weekend with my best friend in Tofino (thanks Gwen!). Surfing, whale watching, and eating so much amazing food....I am reminded why BC is so fabulous. I am so proud of living in this province!
SCREAM
I am angry and I'm not going to lie. I am tired of seeing her sick. I am so helpless. And I try and try and beg and plead and pray so hard and look for open doors to share with her. I look for spiritual depth but only come across shallowness....why why why? And what what what? What is there to be learned from this. I tell her what I think God is trying to teach her. But it is sometimes like talking to a wall. She has tried so hard these years to survive on her own and use her own strength. Now her own strength is failing her. I wish more than anything in the whole wide world for the rest of my life that she would see Him. God please take the blinders off. I can't go to Asia with her in this state. God...I am trusting you with her. Please pray that He will do everything in His power to reveal Himself to her. It makes me want to scream. I have no other option but to pray and trust.
