Saturday, June 18, 2005

SCREAM

I am angry and I'm not going to lie. I am tired of seeing her sick. I am so helpless. And I try and try and beg and plead and pray so hard and look for open doors to share with her. I look for spiritual depth but only come across shallowness....why why why? And what what what? What is there to be learned from this. I tell her what I think God is trying to teach her. But it is sometimes like talking to a wall. She has tried so hard these years to survive on her own and use her own strength. Now her own strength is failing her. I wish more than anything in the whole wide world for the rest of my life that she would see Him. God please take the blinders off. I can't go to Asia with her in this state. God...I am trusting you with her. Please pray that He will do everything in His power to reveal Himself to her. It makes me want to scream. I have no other option but to pray and trust.

1 Comments:

At 12:11 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

But I'm sure glad you came out and that you still have a heart for her. Don't underestimate the power that God will have in her life and also for how much more God loves her!

 

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