Monday, June 28, 2004


mmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeee

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Frustration

How come I feel more spiritually empty coming back from Church than I do going there? My church is dying. It is becoming more and more difficult to love some of the people there as well. How come some people are so cliquey and rude and thoughtless? Time to move on. I have held on to it for way too long.

I have come back from an awesome mission project experience to a home of non-Christians. This is difficult. I really wish they would get it. It's hard. Especially being close to my family.

I'm tired. I don't want to start work this week even though my work is fun. I just want to lie in the pool and do nothing. I feel very unmotivated. This is going to be a very busy summer, but I am looking forward to some good times too.

Oh dear...I know this is going to turn into a place where I just complain. Sorry.

I dunno if I quite get this blog thing yet. Oh well, yay complaining. Time for bed.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

blog is a funny word...i like it

So....I wonder if anyone will actually ever read this....I wonder if I will actually keep this up...I went on Timmy's Blog....Heesee has one....Nessa has an online journal...I dunno if this is a good or bad thing....another thing like msn that will suck my time up. Oh well. Maybe, maybe not. Maybe I could write encouraging things. We'll see. Oh wells. I gotta get ready to go out for dinner. Mmmm dinner.