Frustration
How come I feel more spiritually empty coming back from Church than I do going there? My church is dying. It is becoming more and more difficult to love some of the people there as well. How come some people are so cliquey and rude and thoughtless? Time to move on. I have held on to it for way too long.I have come back from an awesome mission project experience to a home of non-Christians. This is difficult. I really wish they would get it. It's hard. Especially being close to my family.
I'm tired. I don't want to start work this week even though my work is fun. I just want to lie in the pool and do nothing. I feel very unmotivated. This is going to be a very busy summer, but I am looking forward to some good times too.
Oh dear...I know this is going to turn into a place where I just complain. Sorry.
I dunno if I quite get this blog thing yet. Oh well, yay complaining. Time for bed.
posted by SarHa @ 11:52 PM
1 Comments:
You should spend time in prayer and maybe see if God is ready to move you to a new church. We need to be revitalized spiritually when coming from church and not drained. Keep praying, I know God will lead you in the right direction.
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