Thursday, November 04, 2004

Poor Neglected Blog

Haven't written for a while here, wow. So much has been going on inside me but seems not too much around me. I was invited to a Crusade "Life Conference," this weekend and at first I was a bit cynical. I thought, "Oh great, a staff recruiting event." In a way, it was true, they were allowing opportunities to "explore" what the ministry had to offer, but it was really about challenging us to think "Is Jesus really Lord of my life?" A simple question and something I usually just nod along in agreement with, but when I asked myself this during the weekend I was uncomfortable. Yes, I am living for Him.......but am I living it for Him first? So many other things sneak up and take his place. It is a daily struggle to give my life back to Him, and it is scary, but it always results in freedom. I have this card that pretty much says "I will follow God wherever and whenever He wants." I have hung onto it for months without signing it. The blank line is calling out to me, sign me, trust Him, let go. I am about to go downstairs and sign this card. It is about time. Praise Him for being so patient with me.

1 Comments:

At 8:51 PM, Blogger tim chan said...

AH! switchfoot! yay! =) i am totally going.

on another note, that's what i've been dealing with this past month: if i live a surrendered life for God. i discovered i had a pretty firm grip. i've let go (again), but it's so natural to grab grab grab.

 

Post a Comment

<< Home