Gotta love Jack
Wed: Took the day off. Slept in. Tidied my room. Ate lunch with my mom. Did some banking. Read some psych.........then went to Jack Johnson!!!!!!!!! So so so good. He made my week. Oh man, he is beautiful. I was so close to the stage. It was fantastic.Thurs: Survived on very little sleep. Class and then spending some time at my stupid stupid poorly designed poorly organized lab. I am seriously choked........a 3 credit lab where you come in for 4 hours for the lab........all fine and dandy.......then spend 4 more hours of your own time doing lab work for 6 different projects. It's more like work than a class. Grrr. It is so consuming. And it anchors me down, I am always worrying about it in the back of my mind. Well anyways, then I got my hair redone. Oh mylanta, it is quite red.
Today: School then visited my old Pastor Peter, which was muchly overdue (still hadn't given my follow up stuff from going to Asia!). Awe, I miss him. He is great, and not afraid to ask the hard questions like "Why are you still planning on going to vet school?" Great, now the uncertainty arises again. Could I answer confidently? Not quite. Is it because I have been heading down this path since I was 5? Is it because everyone expects me to? But then again, any time that I think the chance could be taken away [eg I think I get (or really do get) a crappy grade], I feel a huge loss, and this intense fear that confirms "Yes, I really do want this....yes, God wants this for me." Even so, I wish I could do 4 different things at once........mission's work, vet, forensic investigator, and actress. 4 very different things pulling at me. Maybe I will go get cloned.
posted by SarHa @ 5:35 PM
7 Comments:
i think you should be a forensic investigator
why not do one of 'em as your 'main' career choice, and then have all three somehow incorporated as side jobs/hobbies, or even live 'em separately in different stages of your wonderful life, three career changes =)
priscilla
YOU SAY "OH MYLANTA" TOO??????? my friend Deena says it all the time!!! i just thought it was a deena thing!!! but now its a sarah thing?
*faints*
you wanna act?
~shells
hey life-partner, i have 2 things to say: 1)i want to see your hair! - red? what brought that on?? and 2)if you got cloned, what if your clones each wanted to do four things as well? anyways, i love this site, helps me keep tabs on you as we're both way too busy. i miss you lots, hopefully get to see you soon!
- love linds
Hello, Sarah :)
Just a thought... since you love animals - you'd make a great vet... God will be pleased with you no matter what career you choose as long as you honor him in your work... anyhoo... You are in my prayers and God loves you. Take care and try not to stress :) ~Eric~
hey sar, u know i'll alwayz support you in your choices! You can 'go places' and ur desire to want vet school enough has always been in you and u're doing really well, give it to God as u'd say to me ;)
ya, jack johnson so beatiful! he's romance to me like john mayer's romance to you :)blessings, me ;)
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